We are always searching…and yearning…for connection {EP 28}
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“Connection is a Biological Imperative.” Stephen Porges, MD
Connection is actually our default. Meaning- we assume connection. It’s a given.
When connection is missing, we get a bit stressed.
It’s like getting a bit stressed when we’re hungry. The stress puts our body into motion so we find food.
This is protective. It’s not bad. It get’s us moving so we can get our needs met.
The stress of missing connection is the same.
We search for it.
We behave in ways that get people’s attention.
Maybe we get whiney. Our voice gets a little louder and a little higher pitched.
Our movements might get a teeny bit more agitated.
We get a little persistent. HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PAY ATTENTION TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
Think about the last time you took a phone call. Or buried your face in a Facebook post. (Hey- no judgment here- my face is buried in social media a lot…I’m working on it).
Was someone in your family needing your attention almost immediately???
Of course. Because all the sudden you weren’t available for connection. And humans sniff that out a mile away!
The idea that connection is a biological imperative- meaning it’s an innate part of who we are as humans, and we can’t lose it- is important to hold on to if you spend a lot of time with someone who seems to reject connection at every pass. Someone who behaves in a way that makes it seem as though the LAST thing they want is connection.
Do you know someone like that? Parent someone like that?
That is exhausting work.
Exhausting. Demoralizing. Hopeless.
Except…it truly isn’t hopeless. But it does, indeed, FEEL hopeless.
If connection is a biological imperative, believing in connection isn’t hopeless.
It FEELS hopeless.
Really and truly, I get that. I get that feeling of hopeless in my bones.
But hopelessness is just a symptom.
Hopeless is what existed to set a person up to become someone who rejects, sabotages, or refuses connection.
Read that part again.
Hopeless is what existed to set a person up to become someone who rejects, sabotages, or refuses connection.
Your child who rejects connection to the point you feel hopeless?
This is a child who yearned for connection with such intensity, and didn’t find the connection that was needed with such frequency, that THEY became hopeless.
Hopeless is a terrible, terrible, TERRIBLE way to feel.
Being powerful enough to reject connection, to set people up to reject you, to be constantly looking for PROOF that connection doesn’t exist- that’s powerful.
Or at least it’s a more powerful feeling than hopeless.
Hopeless is a nothing.
Rejection is a something.
Something feels better than nothing.
Imagine having been so hurt by connection that you orchestrate your entire life around rejecting connection.
Some of you reading might not have to imagine hard.
Either because you live with that person….or sometimes you are that person.
Can you hold hopelessness with the belief that connection is a biological imperative?
It’s there somewhere?
It’s hidden.
But it’s there.
It’s devastatingly sad to think that someone has had such terrifying experiences with connection that they have to work that hard to avoid connection.
If connection wasn’t a biological imperative, they wouldn’t have to work so hard to avoid it.
But it is. It’s there. I promise you.
The rejection is a reflection of the pain. Of the need for protection.
The greater the intensity of the rejection, the greater the intensity of the pain.
Holding onto the belief that connection is a biological imperative might allow you to keep offering connection, despite the constant rejection.
Holding onto the belief that connection is a biological imperative might allow you to not take the rejection personally. To feel deep sadness, compassion, and empathy that this person was hurt so badly by connection that they are now working this hard to avoid that level of hurt from ever happening ever again.
What changes for you if we reframe a child’s rejection of you, of connection, as a symptom that shows us how deeply they’ve been hurt by connection in the past? Of a symptom of how exhaustingly hard they have to work to ward of connection- because it’s a biological imperative?
My hope is that it provides you with a moment of ease. A moment of ‘this isn’t my fault- and it isn’t theirs either.’ And maybe even a moment of gratitude for their protective parts who are working so hard to prevent that level of pain from ever happening again. A moment of gratitude that comes wrapped in grief for the tragedy of what they are missing- of the pain that they are causing themselves in attempt to prevent pain.
My heart aches for you- the person who loves someone who rejects connection.
My heart aches for everyone who rejects connection.
To reject the life preserver when you are drowning because you believe the life preserver will kill you.
If you can, keep offering it.
And I’ll keep offering it to you.
Robyn
Would you like to explore further into this complete paradigm-shift on how we see behavior? You can watch my F R E E 45(ish) minute-long masterclass on What Behavior Really Is and How to Change It.
Just let me know where to send the links!
- Gratitude for Our Watchdog & Possum Parts {EP 200} - November 19, 2024
- Scaffolding Relational Skills as Brain Skills with Eileen Devine {EP 199} - November 12, 2024
- All Behavior Makes Sense {EP 198} - October 8, 2024
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